I Wasn’t Ready — A Story of Love, Vulnerability, and a Woman Learning What Her Heart Really Needs

I Wasn’t Ready is an emotional R&B album produced by Bishop Allen Brown that tells the story of a woman navigating love, fear, insecurity, heartbreak, femininity, and the difficult realization that sometimes love arrives before we are emotionally ready to receive it.

Across 12 tracks, the album unfolds almost like pages from a private journal. She wants love, but she also wrestles with what love requires. She questions herself. She questions the person she loves. She looks back at what went wrong, confronts her own insecurities, and begins discovering what it means to be vulnerable enough to let someone else into her life.

From “I Wasn’t Ready” and “When I Saw You” to “Rest in My Femininity,” “I Want You To Lead Me,” “It Wasn’t Love,” “My Insecurity,” and “I Didn’t Know,” each song captures a different moment in that emotional journey.

What You’ll Experience

• A complete relationship story told through music — from attraction and uncertainty to vulnerability, heartbreak, and self-discovery.
• Songs that explore real emotions — insecurity, desire, trust, regret, love, femininity, and the fear of opening your heart.
• A woman's perspective on being ready for love — including the internal struggles that can cause someone to push away what they actually desire.
• 12 original tracks produced by Bishop Allen Brown — including the extended mix of “I Want You To Lead Me.”

Tracklist

1. I Wasn’t Ready
2. When I Saw You
3. I Don’t Know How
4. Have You Loved a Woman
5. He Got Away
6. Rest in My Femininity
7. I Love You, But
8. I Want You To Lead Me
9. It Wasn’t Love
10. My Insecurity
11. I Didn’t Know
12. I Want You To Lead Me (Extended Mix)

I Wasn’t Ready is more than a collection of songs. It is one woman's emotional journey toward understanding herself, what she wants from love, and what may have kept her from receiving it.

If you have ever loved someone at the wrong time, wanted something you weren't prepared for, struggled to let your guard down, or looked back and realized “maybe I just wasn’t ready,” this album was made to connect with you.

Press play and experience the story from beginning to end.